Ok I am officially out of control. I am constantly tired, cranky, tear up at the drop of a hat. I am starting to hate myself, my life, my world. I don't know what to do. I have to get myself . together, and figure out what I want to do for work. Working at AAA then Market Street is draining all my energy.
I think my mood is so sour because I have gained weight and I have ZERO time to exercise or do anything for myself. I am going to try the Slimming World Diet tomorrow. This seems like a flexible plan, and I am hoping that getting this small piece of my life under control will push me to work on the other parts of my life.
I think that if I jot down my thoughts everyday, I might be able to focus and clear my head. I will give it a try and see if I can right the ship. I have to, I love my son and he doesn't need a psycho mom in his life.
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